Truly, so tired.
Work's crazy. I'm crazy. Life's crazy. Yeah, all in all I'm a wee bit exhausted. I'd kill for weeklong hibernation. *yawn*
I went & bought SO by Peter Gabriel. Got it for $1.64. Otherwise it would've been about $100 brand new. Bummer! I need to buy Hunting High & Low by a-ha. I love that CD. That & I DO NOT WANT WHAT I HAVE NOT GOT by Sinead O'Connor. She's insane, but I love that CD too. :)
Other than work driving me batty, I'm not bad. Finally playing God of War III. I'm an absolute geek and I'm proud of it. :D
In all honesty, I got nothin'. Oh, I did go and spoil myself just a wee bit. I bought a 32 Inch HDTV Flat screen. Got it for $349 at Best Buy. I *heart* Best Buy. It's so pretty. :)
I'm doing dabwaha again. Too fun, but I didn't do so good with my choices. :( Ilona Andrews is losing! Why'd she get put up against Charlaine Harris? Why I ask? *sigh*
Been looking at apartments for my move (whenever that is...*huffy sigh*). I'm looking at maybe getting a manufactured home. In all honesty, renting is just a waste of money. You can get some really nice MH's for not a buttload of money. I'm almost done paying off debt and then I can start tossing fundage into savings. I know right now I can't afford a real house. I'd love to buy a house, but even in this market, I can't afford it. *sad*
So, that's what's going on my end. I'm gonna go read. Ciao & stuff.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Quickie
Egads, I've reverted back to 8th grade. Should I tell him? Or should I leave be? That is the question. *sigh*
Friday, March 5, 2010
To Whom It May Concern
Otherwise known as "the guy". Sheesh, sometimes I think you know I,m interested in you. You do things or say things that make a little question mark pop up over my head.
I told my mom the other day that I wished love, crushes, etc were like they were on the Sims. A little heart would pop up over my head & you'd be able to see just how much I like you.
Yesterday when you waylaid me in the hall just to tell me you'd spent most of the previous night playing the game I'd suggested, I wanted to just lean against you & ignore the world for awhile.
The day before that when I was in your department talking to your coworker and you came in behind me, you really didn't have to stand so close to me; but I'm glad you did. When I turned to leave and ran into you, you didn't step back...you held your ground and I love how solid you are.
For once I like a guy who doesn't make me feel like a giant ogre. It's been so long since i've been this attracted to someone. Sure, there were a couple of guys I made an idiot of myself over, but not like this.
Does our age difference bother me? Not at all. I like the idea of being the older woman. Guys your age have a lot of stamina and you're in great shape. Ha!
I love watching you move. Your back is just yum.
I'm going to read this tomorrow & wonder what kind of crack I was smoking, but for now...eh, it's the way I feel. One of these days I'm going to have to verbalize it. I'm scared to death it won't be reciprocated. So, for now, I'll just post my thoughts on my blog for the world to see.
Subtle I am not.
I told my mom the other day that I wished love, crushes, etc were like they were on the Sims. A little heart would pop up over my head & you'd be able to see just how much I like you.
Yesterday when you waylaid me in the hall just to tell me you'd spent most of the previous night playing the game I'd suggested, I wanted to just lean against you & ignore the world for awhile.
The day before that when I was in your department talking to your coworker and you came in behind me, you really didn't have to stand so close to me; but I'm glad you did. When I turned to leave and ran into you, you didn't step back...you held your ground and I love how solid you are.
For once I like a guy who doesn't make me feel like a giant ogre. It's been so long since i've been this attracted to someone. Sure, there were a couple of guys I made an idiot of myself over, but not like this.
Does our age difference bother me? Not at all. I like the idea of being the older woman. Guys your age have a lot of stamina and you're in great shape. Ha!
I love watching you move. Your back is just yum.
I'm going to read this tomorrow & wonder what kind of crack I was smoking, but for now...eh, it's the way I feel. One of these days I'm going to have to verbalize it. I'm scared to death it won't be reciprocated. So, for now, I'll just post my thoughts on my blog for the world to see.
Subtle I am not.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Getting Up The Guts...
Is really, really hard for me to do.
Here's the thing (and I've said it a thousand times before), I am CRAZY shy when it comes to guys. I mean CRAZY. Ironically, if I'm not interested in them, I'm more comfortable around men. Go figure. *sigh*
Anyhoodles, I've talked about the "guy" before. He's gotta be close to ten years younger than me, but I'm completely, 100% okay with that. He's adorable, he makes me smile and we have a lot of the same interests. Right now it's all about the video games. I let him borrow Heavy Rain from me and slipped my cell # in with it ('cause I'm sneaky like that).
I'm trying really hard to flirt with him in a way that's obvious without being ridiculous. He reciprocates, but I'm really afraid it's all for not, ya know? Plus, we work together, so if I let out that can of worms, it could turn into a giant crapfest. So...what to do? Do I tell him I'm interested or just leave it be? Choices, choices, choices. *sigh*
But he's so cute! And he makes me laugh! Argh! *headdesk*
Here's the thing (and I've said it a thousand times before), I am CRAZY shy when it comes to guys. I mean CRAZY. Ironically, if I'm not interested in them, I'm more comfortable around men. Go figure. *sigh*
Anyhoodles, I've talked about the "guy" before. He's gotta be close to ten years younger than me, but I'm completely, 100% okay with that. He's adorable, he makes me smile and we have a lot of the same interests. Right now it's all about the video games. I let him borrow Heavy Rain from me and slipped my cell # in with it ('cause I'm sneaky like that).
I'm trying really hard to flirt with him in a way that's obvious without being ridiculous. He reciprocates, but I'm really afraid it's all for not, ya know? Plus, we work together, so if I let out that can of worms, it could turn into a giant crapfest. So...what to do? Do I tell him I'm interested or just leave it be? Choices, choices, choices. *sigh*
But he's so cute! And he makes me laugh! Argh! *headdesk*
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